横祸的降临中的平安

四个多月前的某一天晚上，
我和朋友出去游玩，在回家的途中；
遇上了车祸。

当我的车子开到分叉路口的红灯时，
一辆默多骑士逆着方向向着我的去路奔驰而来。
他撞向了我的车，整个人扑向我车子的大镜。
下车一看我的车灯 和大镜被他一撞而破裂毁坏了。
当看着大镜的破裂， 我的心也随而撕裂了。
我心疼极了。。。我当时完全无语能言。。。
心中的极痛失是无法能弥补的，
到了今天我还在寻找我的车灯；
毕竟这辆车是一辆上了年级的车，
再加上它是当时的限量版的车。
这就更是难上加难了。。。。

但愿我那封电邮到日本的总公司会有所帮助，
他们能早日帮我寻到车灯吧。
横祸的降临真的是任你怎么想避也避不开的。

这四个多月来的无奈与心疼。。。
真的太难熬了，
但依然感谢神，如不是他在保护我；
那个人不是扑裂我车的大镜，
而是现场扑碎我车的大镜；
那么我和我的朋友也就会可能当场毁容了。

感谢上帝让我在危险中依然得到他格外的平安。。。。

Be Still My Soul

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Be Still my Soul
Be Still my Soul
Cease from the labor and the toil
Refreshing springs of peace await
To Troubled minds and hearts that ache
For His name's sake Plunge in the rivers of His Grace
Rest in the arms of His embrace

Be still my soul
Be still my soul
Though battles' round you rage and roar
Once thing you need and nothing more
To hear the whisper of your Lord
Be still my child I know your way
And I will guide for My name's sake
Plunge in the rivers of My grace
Rest in the arms of My Embrace.
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Father, I have peace and fully rest when I listen to this song.
It make me feel like you're talking with me.
You want my heavy loaded soul to be still and rest in your embrace's arm.

Father, I came back with broken heart and soul,
I was wounded from inner to outer.
But I felt peace and one-whole in you,
I know you still love me as before.
You still be with me ,
share all my sorrows and burden with me.

Father, You still the one and only one that know me best.
Father, Tomorrow I shall be back to my war zone,
I have a quota that seems hard to be reached;
I can't stop and think when I am in it.
Time is never enough in this was zone.
But Father, I know you're with me and I shall be fine.

Father, I will just do my best and everything I can,
the rest is up to you,
if that's the plan you have for me, then I shall follow thee.
I don't care what other's will think and thought of me,
I just only care what you have planned for me.

Father, I praise you for everything that you have blessed me,
I thank you for everything that you have given me,
and I am grateful for all my life that I still have you in me.

Father, It's never been an easy route and path to walk with you,
there's always temptations and trials,
but I am shall fear no more coz I have you in my life.
Though I still don't clear about my future route,
I do know that you'll be there for me always.

Father, There is no eye yet to see my future,
there seems to be no future for me at all currently,
it's seems so dark but I trust you........
I might be facing dozen of troubles right now,
but I know you're bigger than these troubles
troubles of sicknesses, financial, broken relationship........
all I do just to rely on you and trust in you.